Knows Khmer, American English Duffy Mickey (Ah Miki Kawaii)

i don't worry about anything when he's around, he makes me laugh more than anyone before, i have tried to tell him how i feel but it pushes him away but i could feel that he felt the same way, he just wasn't saying it, instead denying it. It's been very frustrating and hurtful at times but I would still rather spend my time with him and no one else. He's all i think about and it drives me nuts that he can't see what could be. Am i wasting my time or should I continue to be patient